I realised my entire life since sec 2 was about u. Revolving about you. From the day I fell in love with u, I have not forgotten a single day that goes without thinking of you, no matter how insignificant it may be, be it when I was with him or not. Ironically, those times that I persuaded and convinced myself that I was over you, I wasnt, it was just a denial and I was trying to escape.

Hey. Tell me what to do. I could never seem to be happy without your presence. Yes I can be happy. I have friends and family. But, what was it that you are able to give and they cant? I can never seem to be able to experience that feeling, or stop feeling that you are the one.

Damn, im so stupid. I just cant stop hoping and waiting. Because I was in a relationship, I and knew it wasnt meant to be. Because I rly love who I was when I was with u.