things never go the way u plan it.
sometimes its so hard to be firm with ur beliefs.

maybe.

its time for me to give both of us a chance (:
though i'll never assure u that he'll be gone for life.
i guess somethings, i will not forget.
cos i've nv regretted in the past.

now that i've made this choice. though it'll nv be the best, i'll just hang on with it (:



decisions to be made in time.

dilemma

i really feel like running away.
trying my best to overcome it.
but its hard to persuade myself its okay.


why does it feel so different?
too much desserts can turn into stressed.


the thought of it brings misery, much.
hopefully one day i wouldn feel like im suffocating from all that confusion and decide otherwise.
sometimes i wished i did.
sometimes i wish i dont.





its far more complicated.
maybe just to me.